As I enter my 7th night of jet lag (it's about 2am now) I am compelled to share with you what's been on my mind, or rather, my spirit and soul. 6 years ago I spent 4 months on haad yuan and had THE time of my life. Spiritually, it opened me up in a way I did not know was possible. It wasn't through mediation, yoga or fasting. It was by the sheer love energy I received from the land and it's inhabitants whether one was a "local" or a 1-3 week visitor. I returned every 2 years after that. The next two times were just so so and I thought the magic had gone partially because Pariya was there, the sign of corporate giants taking over the pristine little beach. The ghosts from my first trip kept me coming though. I believe we end up on haad yuan because we are listening to ourselves and what better place to learn about life than on this great vortex holding such magnetism. Friends, this last time, my fourth time, was just as great as the first. Thanks to all of you (including those from '04) for helping to restore a faith in myself that I hadn't even realized I had lost. Thanks for joining me on my playground, exploring the sea, the rocks, the jungle, music, dancing, intimate talks with strangers, fast becoming "family", trusting you, trusting myself. I honestly feel so high, without the help of any substance except for the vibrational love from all of you which I still feel. Much much love to you all. xo Teresa"A million good-byes I've said before
To the ones I loved, to the ones I adored
For those who's souls I dared to take
I risked yet another heartache
When asked if I would do it again
Yes, just to have you as my friend"
Thanks to all the Haad Yuan souls.
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